To think is to know, to know is to understand, and to understand is to embrace. I hate this slump that I've been in permanently since June, and honestly, every time I tell myself its getting old, it gets worse. I feel lost, adrift at sea, and when I do come to shore, its to do things that I have to do, not that I want to do. I can't bring myself to feel interested in much anymore, and honestly, I think thats the saddest part of it all. I just want to have some time to myself, away from the responsibilities and expectations that continuously nip at my heels, aways from the irritating rat race we all run with its persistently pounding pop music and material fantasies. I want to just sit somewhere and just enjoy the fact that I'm there, not because I have to do something. I want to just be able to breathe on a hot glaring day and roast my skin off, to feel that yes, I belong here, and yes, nothing will ever change.
The probability of that happening is near zero though. At least for the next three weeks or so.
Lets get this over with, promos.
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