Thinking.

To think is to know, to know is to understand, and to understand is to embrace. I hate this slump that I've been in permanently since June, and honestly, every time I tell myself its getting old, it gets worse. I feel lost, adrift at sea, and when I do come to shore, its to do things that I have to do, not that I want to do. I can't bring myself to feel interested in much anymore, and honestly, I think thats the saddest part of it all. I just want to have some time to myself, away from the responsibilities and expectations that continuously nip at my heels, aways from the irritating rat race we all run with its persistently pounding pop music and material fantasies. I want to just sit somewhere and just enjoy the fact that I'm there, not because I have to do something. I want to just be able to breathe on a hot glaring day and roast my skin off, to feel that yes, I belong here, and yes, nothing will ever change.

The probability of that happening is near zero though. At least for the next three weeks or so.

Lets get this over with, promos.

Tis that time of year again

Where we stress, mug and generally get thumped around by exams.

Then we stop and think a while, and then we realize that theres more to life than tests.



Its about us too.

The human voice

This made me smile, and touched something in me that hasn't seen the light of day for a while.

I would love to do something like this.

I will hopefully be more coherent and reflect on this more tomorrow. Its back to the books for now.

This is why I wished I took arts

HISTORYYYYYYYYYYYYY <3

SHAM I TAG YOU HERE UNDER THE AWESOME VIDEO. HAPPY NOW? XD

SCGS?

Is no longer the SCGS that I knew and loved.

Goodbye, alma mater. You have become something that I am no longer part of, and I hope you will still shine in a way that I can be proud.


Its a bit sad, its a bit shocking, and its a bit distressing, but theres nothing that I can do about it. It is time to lay the past to rest and move on.