Hello guys! It's been a while. I apologize for this sudden unannounced hiatus but I have been struck down by this great bout of lazyness. Its a bit odd; I don't really think I'm depressed, and I don't think this complete lack of motivation to do anything but sleep really stems from anything. I think I'm just really, truly, 100% becoming very lazy.
It's quite interesting actually. I think this lack of motivation to do anything kind of stems from being bloody tired of trying to live up for other people. I've been pushing myself to do things for others, but not really doing anything for fun. I mean, I've even kind of lost interest in photography (I think especially because I get called up to do the most inanely boring and stupid events).
So, in a little effort to try and stop being a doormat, I have returned to blogging! Hooray. This actually seems a bit sad actually, because as much as I smile and laugh with others outside the virtual world, when I get home and I sit by myself in front of my work, I suddenly feel so damn pointless. That is ironic though, because I feel overused in other things. To have purpose or no purpose? That should be the question.
But feeling pointless makes you pointless, so in order to avoid pointlessness, I shall make a point. What that point is I have no idea as of yet, but I am feeling pretty good right now blogging instead of wasting my time trawling facebook or staring blankly at a textbook. Its a small rebellion against stoning via surfing, and its not as productive an activity as I would logically like, but it will do.
Life hasn't been all that interesting for me to blog about, even though I am in the midst of preparing for the incredible lit/GP combined London trip. I'm leaving next week, and I haven't packed my day-pack, although I have finished getting my mother's approval for my suitcase contents. Unfortunately, my mother threw out half my wardrobe in the process, declaring that if I got any more scruffy clothes, she may abandon me in some street corner in a bid to pass me off as a homeless savage.
